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Thursday, March 30, 2006 6:37 PM
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...really disappointed..saw something i not supposed to see today..and it turned out to be bad..i didnt get caught or whatever lar..but the contains are bad..disappointment..friendship..is it really so easy to develop? is there really no difference between me and him? though i took a few years to get close to you guys..he took only 2 months? how to say..its true that im jealous that he can so easily be welcomed by you all, and i took hell lot of effort..is this really pro vs noob? am i getting 'cleared' in your minds? am i not gonna leave any memory in any of you? am i really gonna lose? hai..that thing was really saddening..if things are still as bad i will say what exactly did i see..and most probably i will..now is just not the time..i just hope that im not so easily replaced by any others? am i really nothing to you all?
hai..i may look happy and cheerful on the surface..but im actually waiting..i want to see the outcome of it..whether i'll be sad or what i dont care..i want to see the difference between the good and bad ppl..but really hope to see some ppl coming to me..some of the ppl who are special to me..my old friends..my ex sch mates..my classmates..and her.. To the special someone, hie..though im really disappointed with some ppl..but you are actually making me feel better..its really nice..but i seriously hope that you wont disappoint me tomorrow..you are the special person to me.. ``___don't disappoint me please___;; ``___DEPRESSION___;;
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`poor you
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